Just a few thoughts to ponder …
I know I am sometimes wrong, sometimes I say things that I did not have to say, and do some things I did not have to do. Sometimes the things I do say are usually misunderstood because I do not clearly explain what I am trying to say. I know that sometimes I am very complicated and I am not very easy to understand, and that sometimes I get angry easily and act out.
Sometimes I may not do very many things well, and sometimes I do them very well. Sometimes I am calm, sweet, kind, loving, and Christ like and sometimes I am not. We are all human and sometimes that makes us difficult. It makes me difficult.
Sometimes I lose control because sometimes the bad memories come flooding in. Sometimes my past catches up with me and pulls me down to a level I can’t climb back out of. We all have a past, some good and some bad. Most of the time the good outweighs the bad. Sometimes it does not.
Sometimes the things we try so hard to move away from just follow us. Sometimes even when we plan it we can’t get away from it. Sometimes it just comes right back to us without our consent. Its like a bad penny and it always returns. Sometimes we have to live with it and accept it.
Then again sometimes we have to move on. If you want to see changes sometimes we have to make those changes. Sometimes we try, we try so hard to remove somethings but they just return and messes you up even more. Sometimes things are not exactly as they should be. Sometimes things are exactly as they seem.
Sometimes … ;(
Thank God he carries me …
A psalm[a] of David.
Oh, what joy for those
whose disobedience is forgiven,
whose sin is put out of sight!
Yes, what joy for those
whose record the Lord has cleared of guilt,[b]
whose lives are lived in complete honesty!
When I refused to confess my sin,
my body wasted away,
and I groaned all day long.
Day and night your hand of discipline was heavy on me.
My strength evaporated like water in the summer heat. Interlude
Finally, I confessed all my sins to you
and stopped trying to hide my guilt.
I said to myself, “I will confess my rebellion to the Lord.”
And you forgave me! All my guilt is gone. Interlude
Therefore, let all the godly pray to you while there is still time,
that they may not drown in the floodwaters of judgment.
For you are my hiding place;
you protect me from trouble.
You surround me with songs of victory. Interlude
The Lord says, “I will guide you along the best pathway for your life.
I will advise you and watch over you.
Do not be like a senseless horse or mule
that needs a bit and bridle to keep it under control.”
Many sorrows come to the wicked,
but unfailing love surrounds those who trust the Lord.
So rejoice in the Lord and be glad, all you who obey him!
Shout for joy, all you whose hearts are pure!