I can’t understand what is happening in my life lately. So many would say it’s punishment (those who don’t know my heavenly father that is). I know in my heart it’s to make me stronger for something bigger that’s ahead of me.
Back in July on the 19th my sweet fur baby that I had for ten years was taken from me without any warning. In less than a week of seeing the vet for a small irritating spot inside her ear she was gone. The devastation was pure agony for me. Now only four months later I find out I have cancer back again. I don’t know how to feel. 😐
First of all I want to say for those ignorant people that spread some dumb@$$ rumor that I was faking it, that I never ever had breast cancer in 2015, you desperately need some professional help! Why in the world would I make that up? Although I wished I hadn’t had it! Cancer sucks, but it sucks so much more when you have gossipers and haters that cause you more stress and heartache while going through it.
Second of all it would be illegal for me to have accepted monies from the benefits my family had for me. It’s called FRAUD and I don’t and would never do that. It would have been very illegal and I would have been sent to prison. So just to clear all that up I have proof of my dr appts., diagnoses, and radiation treatments to confirm. Karma people, just remember “Karma”!
Now I am having to face this all over again. I can’t face this again with these haters tormenting me. So I have given it to God. He’ll be taking care of that for me!
Roman’s 12:19 “Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but rather give place unto wrath: for it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the Lord.“
So now I move on trying to get better and beat this again.