My sister and I had our ups and downs like most sisters do. But when we needed each other we were there. We use to laugh because if we didn’t talk for awhile we would find out that what was happening in her life was usually happening in mine. Somehow things our kids would do or something they were going through would usually be the same. Maybe something happening in her life we would find out was happening in my life too. So we could relate that way.
If she needed advice about something she would call me and vise versa. We would share our dreams too. If she had a dream about someone or something I usually had a similar dream. We would try to figure out what they meant together. I’m not sure how life is going to be now without her. I’m going to have a hard time without her. I’m truthfully lost. We had a bond together, a strong bond. We were not twins in birth but we had that twin kind of bond.
I don’t think her kids realize how close we were to each other. I know my kids know. I need her in my life! Why? Why is she not here?? 😭 I am so upset and so broken. I feel lost and with some of her children I feel left out, pushed aside, forgotten. I’m so hurt. I never expected to feel this way. My heart hurts! I know I need to just walk away but then I feel like I lost all of my sister, forever. 🙁😢
Deb you would be so proud of Crystal and Katie right now. I know I am. They tried to do things in love for you, for Andy and Essie. Crystal tried to work it all out the way you had planned it. Two peoples lives are at stake here Deb. Truth is Deb I’m so mad at you! You told me you had your colonoscopies done. Every time I called you to remind you I was told you had it taken care of. But you didn’t Deb! You never did them! And it took your life! I’m just so angry about that.
I don’t understand this. How Deb?? How do I manage now? How do we all manage? You left behind so many that love you and depend on you for many things. I love you sis. I can’t seem to stop these tears either! I hope heaven is as awesome as you expected it to be. ❤️ Someday I’ll meet ya’ll at those gates. I can’t wait to see ya’ll again. Hug our parents and lil sis for me. 🥰 My life is forever changed. 😢💔